Chapter 15
Kyra’s heart thundered in her chest. The package was still gripped in her hands. She set the parcel down on the counter to reread the note.
“Hey Girly! I have a question for you…does this look like ghost boy’s dick? Love, Raven”
Kyra’s face turned an even brighter red. Geez Raven. What if Rae saw this note! Kyra internally screamed at herself and Raven’s flippant tone. With a shaky hand, she grabbed the gift from Raven. On the label, she recognized the store as a sex shop that made custom orders. Raven must have either seen this dildo on the website or specifically requested this custom order. Kyra grumbled to herself. She steadied her breathing before she opened the box. There in the center of a black velvet-lined box laid the ‘Ghost Boy Dick’ as Raven called it. Kyra squished her face. The box was laid out as if it were a proposal. The dildo was a transparent white, mimicking that of ghosts. Kyra would not be able to look at ghosts the same way now. It was like seeing her father in a speedo and imagining every guy who shared her father’s body type in a speedo.
Then her mind flooded with dirty images of Rae. Her core heated at the image of Rae kissing her naked body up and down before slipping his dick inside her. She quickly turned on the water in the bathtub. As she waited patiently for the tub to fill, she stripped and propped herself against the tub. She slowly inserted the dildo inside of her. She tried to stifle the moan but was unsure if she was successful. She slowly moved the dildo inside and out. With half-lidded eyes she watched the water fill the tub. When the water reached the invisible line, Kyra stretched to turn the water off and jumped into the tub. Once settled inside she resumed the slow thrusts of the dildo inside of her. She also grabbed the small vibrator egg that hid behind her body wash and held it against her clit. The vibrations in time with the movement of GBD caused Kyra’s legs to spasm and splash water onto the floor of the bathroom. She bit her lip to keep from moaning. She kept imagining Rae was the one fucking her in the bathtub instead of the sex toys.
“I know you can’t hear me…but it’s easier for me to just believe that you’re ignoring me.”
Rae’s voice through the door caused Kyra to pause. Can he hear the buzzing of the clit vibrator? Does he know what I’m doing?
Rae continued. “Talking is really the only thing I can do to…Obviously, this would be easier if you could actually hear me. Easier for me at least.”
Kyra held her breath.
“I know about the toy you keep in there and I can only assume that you’re using it now.” Rae paused; a hint of pain tinged in his voice. “You’re probably thinking about some new hot guy you met around Christmas. I’m not going to lie; it bothers me. Thinking of you with some guy…any guy.”
Kyra turned off the vibrator. She was drowning in the buzzing sound and she desperately wanted to hear Rae’s monologue.
“When you were with Chaz, was the absolute worst. The idea of him touching you and seeing you naked…it just. I wanted so badly to throw every sharp object in the house at him.” A sarcastic laugh. “All those ghost movies and shows you see where the ghost manifests enough to barely touch something in the normal world is complete bullshit.”
Kyra’s heart sank at the agony in Rae’s voice.
“I don’t know how to describe this feeling. I have never felt this. Not when I was alive and not until you started living here. Its not a bad feeling. Its…” Rae grumbled. Kyra imagined him scrunching his face like he does when he’s annoyed, and running his hand through his hair as if the motion allowed his thoughts to organize.
“I want to be a part of your life. Not just the ghost that’s haunting your home. I want to be everything for you.” Rae grumbled again. “This would be easier if you could hear me…and see me.”
Kyra placed the vibrating egg back in its hiding place. She drained the tub of water, placed the GBD back into its box, and hid it under the bathroom sink. She paused at her clothes on the floor. For a brief moment, she debated putting them back on or not. In the end, she opted to wrap a towel around herself. She grabbed her discarded clothes and opened the bathroom door. Rae jumped back from the opened door. Kyra waited in the doorway. To Rae, it appeared that she was lost in thought, but in reality, she waited to see if Rae was going to continue his speech. Rae’s eyes gazed at her body. The towel made her luscious curves more apparent. For the first time since they lived together, Rae didn’t look away. His eyes darkened at the sight of her.
“If I wasn’t dead…I’d show you just how beautiful and amazing you are.”
Kyra turned her head and tried her best to hide the growing blush on her face from his compliment. She hurried to her room and closed the door.
“Damn it.” Rae cursed through the door. “What I meant to say is…despite me being a ghost and not having a heart…I feel like I have a heart and it beats every time I’m around you.”
Kyra’s eyes watered and her heart swelled in her chest.
“What I’m trying to say is I’m in love with you Kyra.”
Kyra opened the door, still dressed in the towel, and stared at Rae. Tears streamed down her face and her lips formed a small smile. Rae stared back at her for a moment before his eyes grew wide.
“Can you see me?”
Kyra nodded. Rae’s eyes widened more.
“You can hear me?”
Kyra nodded again. “Yes.” Before Rae could ask another question Kyra spoke up. “I’m in love with you too, Rae.”
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